i’ve had two cups of coffee already, but i want another one.
i don’t want the quakes that come along with too much caffeine. 

i’m feeling so much better this lovely morning though. calmer, more peaceful. my mind is at rest, even though my body won’t stay still. i am missing Josh terribly. i need to talk to him about sunday, and just melt down, so i can be built back up. all these questions must be answered. i know i’m being a wuss about it all, but i just can’t help it. i was not fully prepared for what came to me. i’m going to go meditate.

peace out my petals.